Monday, July 02, 2007
a-not-so-good-mood day

sometimes it feels a little horrible when pple make fun at u. =( n these are pple u meet everyday. oh well, i'll learn to take it in my stride, which i think i already am. and all it takes is just one person to create the spark. sigh. i believe i'm not one who degrade or say something demeaning to another, well, at least to my friends. it's really the 1st time i'm encountering such things. n i think it's quite mean. sigh. i feel like i've become an object of ridicule and i'm feeling quite defenceless. what's happening to me?

but amidst all these derision, i feel so good when i know someone is always on my side. makes me feel so much better. =) at least i know that someone cares.

i remember this phrase very well, "do not do unto others what you do not want others to do unto you."weren't we taught this in school? what goes around comes around, you wouldn't know when it'll be your turn. perhaps all these are just part and parcel of my life, one of those that i've to learn to overcome. i think it's much better to learn to take in criticisms than mockerys. what can i do to stop all these in a more subtle way? by not causing any awkwardness or any hard feelings?

i know that they might be harmless. but did they spare a thought for others? i won't let it go on like this. i can tolerate, but don't try to push me beyond my limits. i think that if i really flare up, it's not going to be a nice one, and i think i'm not being too sensitive. everyone has their own limits and i know that my limits are high. so don't push it. i'll bite n it'll be more painful than u expect.