Monday, June 18, 2007
the lousy me~!

this is one of the most trying times in my life. well, a time where i'm worried about work, worried about not being able to get on track and catch up on the proj. it's hard. i'm going to have another meeting on monday, n the thought of it makes my heart beat very fast. hmm. i hate this feeling. the feeling of uncertainties. i read and read, think and think, but i think it's not sufficient, not in depth. why why why? i feel so lousy. urgh.. =(

anyway, my last post was a mess! haha. i started on mon, then posted it on wed, only to find out that it's dated on monday. and cos i thought it would be dated on wed, i changed the dates. some typed on wed, i typed 'yest' blah blah. haha. sounds confusing huh? haha.

it's saturday today, and i'm stuck between 2 choices. one, study, second, to blade! urgh! i can't believe i actually chose the former. ewwww!! have i changed? apparently, i have!

ok, i don't feel likte typing anymore. so bye!

P.S. i typed this today, 23rd, june, sat, y is it still dated on monday when i publish?